Boyfriend talking and complaining.
I just don’t know what’s wrong with me this last week. I’m feeling so insecure and jealous and different.
I love my boyfriend, I really do. He is the sweetest and most pure guy i have ever met. I’ve been feeling great about our relationship since the day we met and I don’t know what to do without him. He gives me all the attention that I need and tells me that he loves me and cares about me almost every day.
But this weeks are killing me. He’s is studying to be a docter and he has to work in the hospital for 4 days in the week. When I had my internship there was no problem, but since I have my two weeks of vacation it’s so different. I take every word he says personal and with every bad thing he says I think it’s because I’m doing something wrong in our relationship.
Maybe the insecure feelings come from his friends. Well, I can say girlfriends because 80% of his friends are girls. I trust him for 100%, but the fact that almost every friend that he has is super handsome and nice makes me a bit insecure and jealous.
I know I can trust him, but my trust has been trapped in the ground since some things in the past happened. I just hope this doesn’t effect my new relationship, because I know he’s the right guy for me and I just don’t want to lose him.
